Bill Hicks: "All matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration. We are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively. There is no such thing as death. Life is a dream and we are the imaginations of ourselves. "

Since we are all one consiousness why do we fight for unimportant things and have so many differences? It seems difficult to look deeply through someone but it is the easiest, because you have the same universe inside, and if you check out deeply into yourself you can see everyone!!! the only thing you have to work hard for is to get the clarity. I can't really sat why but especially these days society has gone far from clarity and even if the truth is in front of us, we cant see it, can you get me? We are not idiots, we are just so rapt to our routine, to our struggle to make money and something I wanted to say so bad, don't judge me, its just.. that great recession.. after it started, we can afford less material things. And the prices have fallen. But.. have you noticed that now that we don't have so much money, we run to buy things that we would never buy if the recession wasn't there, NOT for the need, not because we need it, but just because there is an offer to buy many cheap things together in a very low price? Even if you don't really need it, you buy it. The advertisements make you thing you need it by hitting you achilles ferse, the recession. Make you buy it just because they say it's cheap.  And if you look behind, large industries are in charge, please give me some examples if you can think of some. There are many... i don't know if its for the profit or for some other reason, but I'm sure you can clearly see the promotion of very uhealthy products and medicines. Not to mention the medical stuff. They dont legalize marijuana why? Maybe because it would help many problems physical and mental and the pharmacy industry wouldn't have profit from the sales of the 100 times more dangerous pills they sell? Wait, I never said medical science has not helped millions of people with severe illnesses. BUT there are illnesses not so serious and instead of a dangerous medicine, simple marijuana could help..but then there wouldn't be any profit, because if it was legalized everyone would have a plant in their house..no profit..again.. not to mention mushrooms.(this is a whole other talk..) Anyway, it's not only that, many mediums are found to mislead us from clarity.. impure drugs, mutated foods (yes, i know they are made to keep everyone fed or else there is not so much food and we would starve, but sometimes this is used as an excuse), facebook(yes yes yes that shit leads us far away from reality), labels in every person (got that symptom-> you are manic depressive-> take lithium, got this attitude-> you are gay-> you dont fit) , what I said is nothing, there are really bigger things there I just gave an example. And as Bill Hicks said, we must evolve thats why we are like that, because we are in a lethargy. An example: You may someday get up in the morning  thinking something really important. Maybe a dream, something, something that could awaken you, something small.. and you go to your iphone and instead of at least searching it you suddenly see your facebook notifications and, oehfvwuovbwuo, you get out of your thoughts, you awaken...(i think the irony was pretty clear)..you go back to your lethargy..In the same mood you go to work, maybe you see something on facebook you didnt like or you search for sth on the way and being pretty soaked up on it and suddenly you see a person asking for help...What I want to say is..don't you lately have an intense "leave me alone" feeling ? careless?. a feeling of closeness into your own word, when in reality this closeness is not helping you at ALL? Am I the only one with the feeling of lethargy, the only one struggling to give my thoughts and heart with my voice? We are all one consiousness I say again, we have just gone far from one another for selfish reasons, for power, for money, etc etc. If you look deep down to yourself you can see me, you can see us, you, them.  

I know my text is very confused, but I got my mind bloated with words i need to say. Unhappy people crave for success. A general success, the people who just aim to be known. It is like a drug, power these days, you think it fulfills you, you wish for it, but if your wish comes true , you get shot by the answer, you figure out, that theres nothing, you havent cultivated nothing so powerful to become so well known, you just spared your whole energy by using your mind in ways that helped you just to become known, not known for.. thats the era. Treasure people are hidden, you have to search them. but you see useless famous people everywhere, they also tend to become idols......... when you become really good  at something, then you can naturally become well known. Because you get natural confidence and natural powerful self advertising.   Who am I writing all these?..I may wished for that once, my wish may came true and I may had the power of mind to change my way of thinking, just by starting looking deeper..and deeper.. That is my advice: dont get laughed by the surface.. Open your mind and speak it. always. Thats the evolution. And try to get rid of everything that distorts that clarity. This is the most difficult part. Speaking your mind is only one piece of healthy active energy of life. Also know who you are and follow yourself with loyalty . Don't be anyone else. You is the best for you. and if you cant find yourself, start creating yourself and you with find yourself on the way. when you do it, when you find the best you , you must keep it and not lose it. Keep it by harmoniously understand and express your emotions, by the actions you make, by the love you radiate and by always speaking your mind, do everything for clarity. And always remember that we all have a divine self, this is the source of energy, we are fed from that and thats the self we all must project, each to his own path, then we will find out our similarities and differences.

And a few words about me.. Unfortunately, took part in every of these misleading stuff, fucked myself up, and after some experiences sensed a strong need for clarity. And as I learn, the more I understand, the less I know. And the only thing i truly know now, is that I know nothing!

I wrote this in a rush, so i am sorry if it is quite confusing

Feel free to add me your point of you :)

xx a freethinker